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13 / 5 / 2012 @ 00:31

Not giving this a title. Read it if you want but if you don’t idgaf I’m doing this for my own benefit. I’ve REALLY been needing to get some shit off my chest.

I’M FUCKING CRAZY. I’ve always known this but never really knew to what extent of crazy until recently. I have a legit, sick obsession with my boyfriend. I love him too much. I love my boyfriend so much and it scares me sometimes. It scares me because the love I have for him makes me capable of doing anything for him. I would kill someone for him. No, not an expression. I mean it. I would do inhuman things to anyone who would even try to take his attention away from me. Disgusting right? A bit. But, at the same time… I am so glad I love him as much as I do. Its scary because idk if he’ll ever lie to me, hurt me, or leave me. But it’s a comfort because I trust him not to. Love is such a fucking ridiculous emotion. Love is SO MANY emotions. It makes you laugh, cry, happy, sad… crazy. I’ve been through so much with him. Enough to change me in good and bad ways. I’m learning to get over our past. I know we belong together. We would’ve been done in 7th grade if it wasnt meant to be. That’s what.. 7 yrs ago? WE SHOULD BE MARRIED BY NOW. Haha jk ;P But, sigh. Idk, too much to jot down right now. I’ll shut up before I sound anymore insane. If anyone took the time out of their day to read this, thanks :-)